For better or worse.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

i dun realli blame hamidah .
i mean , im at fault too.
so hamidah, dun worri its my fault.
i did to manyoutgoing calls.
so its my fault.
BUT BUT.
Im not that sad.
cos my bro told me he's will soot much2 higher than mine becos of so many msgg.
my sis one arnd$200 plus.
u see.
wen my mum listens to the other bills .mine $125 will look less to her.
rite.
its not that want my bro to get scolded or wad.
but kene marah same2 is better than kene marah sorang2.
cos if u kene marah sorang2 .wen my parents asks me qns.dey will realli look at me.
but if meand mybro kene marah togeda2 atleast she wont realli stare at me 24/7.

but better still if she dont scold me.
how i wish.
but im prepared.
i use th hp till over.i face all the scoldings.
thats fair.

my sis went for camp till weds.
on mon if my mum check my bills and hers.she obviously cant scold her.
she scold me :(

okae stop abt this hp thing.i wanna take it off my mind for a while.
jus now send my sis for her camp.
den went to rumah nenek
well dat little gerl has been trying so hard to get me there.
she enjoys talking to me.
cos i will play along with all her hyrul anuar liking her fantasies.
calling hyrul anuar and syed azmir.

i tried telling her my problems abt the bill. i noe somehow it was kinda stupid to tell a 4-year old gerl ur probs.
but i did tell her.i jus wanna let it out to someone.
and i was like.
me:kaka didil(wad she kols me) sedih ar siti.
siti: kenape?kenape?
me:kaka didil nye bill tinggi abe kene bayar.
siti: she looked at me for a while and continued colouring.

see wad i mean.
no comments its the best.
she didnt say anyting.
but i feel relief i told some one abt it.
even though its annoying to keep quiet.
but i cant expect a genius problem solving answer from her.

okae.why am i talking abt this?

then went to turf city.
look at cars.my dad interested in this one.
went to the shopping centre.
wanted to buy a pencil cases
i wanna pack it with all the important things, cos exams cuming wanna get all the stationery ready.
last time, i dunt even haf a proper pencil, pen eraser and ruler.
so wads in my pencil case?
pens with no ink, broken ruler.
and my pencil case is dirty because of all the ink stains.
and darren ask me if it was since pri1.
kurangasam..padahal i bought it at sec 1 or 2.haha.

and also a piece of good news.
my ears back2normal!
i feel so comfy now.
jus now wen i reach my nenek's house baru die back to normal.
sedap siket.

okae.dis post is long.
enuff here.byeeee

â™